Paranoid.

I don't know what it is..

I just don't feel like being alone tonight. I'm paranoid tonight and I have no idea why.

I feel like nobody is on this earth but me and its freaking me out, BUT I know thats not true because I can hear Jon breatheing while hes sleeping. I don't know if its from lack of sleep or what. but good golly, I don't like this uneasy feeling. Like something is about to go wrong..

I thought my sugar was low, so I rummaged for something sweet to eat, afterall I've hardly been eating and got totally chewed out for it when I was last at the hospital (this weekend). I found chocolates. so I'm mauching on them. They have pecans in them, I don't know how I feel about pecans. a mix between almonds and peanuts.

Anyways, I feel like I got to sleep with a light on tonight. I'll probably turn the hall light on and pull my bedroom door closed. I remade my bed so its nice and fluffy and warm. I hope this feeling goes away because I'm starting to feel sick.

I'll end this cause yeah, I've got the jitters.