Sleeeeeeeep

Its 3:30am

I'm so tired it hurts. My whole body hurts. I really need to catch up on my sleep. I don't understand it. Is there a medical term for this? Being paranoid of sleep? Paranoid of the night? I don't know.

I want to sleep so bad. My eyes have gone all blurry and are stinging. I want sleep. I need sleep.

I don't want to go back on sleeping pills. Not again. No. Never.


Until my sleeping patterns get back on a decent track, I'll continue feeling like crap and not want to be around people. I don't like this feeling.

I don't like being snappy with my friends, I don't like being upset with people I love over little things that shouldnt even matter, I don't like feeling like the world is out to get me.

I just wish I could get in bed, close my eyes and fall asleep.