I am so sorry for not updating you yesterday!
I meant to, I really did.
Lets see.. I didn't get to sleep til 5am yesterday.. then I got woken up by my phone.. it was my landlord telling me that she'd like to come over at 2pm to measure my windows for new blinds.
This sent me into a panic attack, why? because I wanted the place to be perfect when she got here. I made sure that I cleaned everything even if it wasnt dirty. I called my mom to come over because I didn't want to be here alone.
So Natalie came over and I pointed out some concerns I had about the apartment, like the smell of rubber burning when the heater in the bathroom is turned on.. or the rubber band in the heater in my bedroom (which I am paranoid that will catch on fire).
After she left, my mom took me to subway. I ordered a ham sub. That was my dinner and supper. I got it toasted and ate half of it for dinner then the other half for supper.
Mind you, I hadnt slept at all the three days prior to this, so I was shattered that night. I didn't really feel like playing mario kart with my boyfriend. We played MKW for a little bit then I watched Smallville with him. I have never watched Smallville before but I was falling asleep during this a little bit. So, I didn't feel like playing mkw after that.
We looked on JTV to see if there was anything on. We found Iron Man. We watched it, I got to the part where Stark went to the party and he was just about to kiss Pepper. I felt myself falling asleep then. I turned Ironman off and turned over and fell asleep.
I woke up during the night at 3am, I sat up to see what was going on because I was confused. That was a big mistake. I felt dizzy. I knew this feeling. My blood sugar level has dropped. I sat there trying to remember what I had eated that day. Just my sub and a few rice crisp things. Great. I stumbled to the kitchen where I made a toasted cheese sandwich, got a pudding, and a granola bar with a glass of juice. That should do the trick.
I ended up wasting a hour doing that because I needed to see if that brought my sugar back up, which it did. I had a very hard time getting back to sleep after that. I tried though. I didn't turn over and get on my laptop, I tried to get comfortable, and eventually fell asleep again.
I slept in this morning because I really needed to catch up on the Z's. I woke up at about 10am. Good enough for me!
I had dinner, did house work, wrote in my journal.
I played mario kart with Peaky. We decided to use the mach bike today.. again. It was a great room! Kate Jayne, Alex, Whale and me, all on mach bikes, racing. It was awesome til sandbaggers showed up and ruined it.
I made supper later on, watched some television, tried to make a vlog but I kept stuttering so I said forget about it. That sucked. hopefully I can pull it off tomorrow. :)
I played some more mkw tonight. My mom came over and we went to Tim Hortons for hot chocolate YUM.
Now I'm about to go to bed, because I really, really, really want to get my sleeping back on a normal pattern. Hopefully I'll get a goodnights sleep tonight. Although, I'm not really tired atm but I'll force myself if I have to.
Goodnight everyone, take very good care <3
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