Slow

Good morning world!

Here I am, sitting at my dinning room table, typing in my blog. I'm about to have a shower then get ready for my day. I slept mostly through the night, woke up at 2:19, 4:09 and 5:51. I went back to sleep at 4, and woke up at 5:51 from a nightmare. It was odd, I was on the road by my old house and a barn blew up, not like just a fire but like a bomb. It was odd.

I set my alarm clock to 9:30 this morning but again, I woke up at 6. I'll have breakfast with a few friends soon, then I'll get some lunch and get ready for work. I work from 1 - 4. Thats not bad at all. I'm excieted and scared at the same time. Excieted because I have a job, its in a place that I'm comfortable with, I know everyone there. Scared because I don't want to screw things up, I don't want to have any panic attacks, and I don't want to not be able to handle it.

I know I'll feel more comfortable after a few days of working. I just need to get use to it because I have no idea what I'll be doing, just a general idea. I'm not scared. I'm not scared. I'm not scared.


I must get ready for today! Have a good day everyone, take very good care and try to relax.